Back? Perhaps - but really, have I ever left? 

Like vultures the need to work on this, to make it into what I know it could be circles around the carrion that it sometimes carries the stench of, like sirens I hear the beautiful music of what it could be and steer this ship to answer their song, our song, my song - the song of dreams.

I frequently question what I am doing with the creation of this - quite honestly, I am not meant for the background. I am a performer - create, shine for a few moments, and then done with that and off to the next idea, the next creation, more more and larger and more but this is far more than anything I could ever dream of giving as a single person, on a single street or a single club. 

Yes & true, I have made people cry with beauty - but then I knew that one person was not enough, that this needed to be done, needed to reach the world...

 So I keep trying to make it into what I know it could be and I force myself to bring everyone else to the world as I look at the stage knowing THAT is where I belong but for now,

for now

I need to do this.

Please let me know if I am doing something good.